Tuesday, July 25, 2006
currently, it seems like everything's in a mess. why? i dont know. the feeling of desertion is awful. perhaps you dont realise it, perhaps its just too much to bear. its horrible when you feel you dont know anything. its terrible when you feel everyone's there except you. i really feel like telling you this, but i just dont know how to. i guess ill just have to leave with it, letting each time pierce through me time and again. thanks for everything anyway.
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IM SO SORRY I CANT GO, I HOPE YOU HAVE A FUN TIME ANYWAY AND I PROMISE I WILL MAKE IT UP TO YOU IF I COULD!