Thursday, June 22, 2006
no pb for me today. haha but im quite happy cos i expected some horrible time like 34 or even 35 if its really bad but i did 33 low! so thts alrite. i shall train hard from now on!! :)
still gotta go for tht seminar thg later.. its quite okay la .. i guess
but somehow yesterday night everything just went wrong. i suppose its not entirely ur fault but its also not entirely my fault? i mean u kinda blew everything out of perspective. just because i said three words "it doesnt matter" i mean its not my fault so many things happen these way right? i mean you dont support my swimming and ive come to terms with that. but u dont have to scold me like that. u said ure sorry for shouting at me and 5 secs later u shouted at me again. i hate it. the reason why i dont say a single word is beacuse there's no point! even if i say anything ure just gnna defend urself and say something back at me which will make matters worse. or ull say im rude or wtva. u dont feel sorry at all ?? its all so one-sided. u dont understand your daughter at all so maybe you should make it a point to understand her before you start saying that she has an attitude problem. you dont know wats going through my head. somehow im praying one day you would understand everything. everything i ever felt. somehow
school's starting!! sucky. all the homework and everythg !! ):
went shopping yesterday and bought lots of stuff.. its really hard to buy clothes within the restrains my parents has. ahwell ..