Saturday, June 17, 2006
after so long of wanting to grow up fast; i suddenly didnt want to grow up anymore. i always wanted to grow up and taste freedom and everything. but today it suddenly dawned on me that.. time was passing real fast. in only like two weeks ill be sixteen. yea maybe it isnt a big deal its only sixteen. but the innocence of childhood is so .. innocent ! and worries-free. lol yeah i know my childish childhood passed long ago but somehow.. turning sixteen seems to be taking another step further into this web of mess in this world.
time passes so quickly ... and this world is simply so complicated. i dont feel up to the challenge. im really tired! and .. confused. ahwell
anyway went out with peck on .. thursday? watched she's the man ! actually i think the show's pretty good. and most people think so too! personal preference i guess. i kinda like this kinda shows. actly i realised i like most movies..its like.. just nice? watched RV in the night with my family. ate SO MUCH lah.. until so full.. bought so much popcorn and more junk from ntuc and everything.. the show's really funny! its nice especially since we can relate to it.. considering we rented the caravan last yr we went to aus.. its a great experience k!!
perhaps you should be more sensitive to how i felt. perhaps im just a weakling. im so sorry.
thanks for being so nice(: i didnt expect it