Tuesday, March 14, 2006
okay: this was what i posted yetersday and didnt work
oh YAY i finally got into this blogger page to write an entry. and now everything i wanted to say is out of my mind. anyway, sorry rach, the entry you wrote for me is gone!!! sad ):
we went to watch pink panther today. HAHA its quite a funny show, laugh like mad! yeps, the guy is really retarded and he does stupid things but he still caught the thief in the end.
training was fine. I START TAPERING TOMORROW. yesyesyesyesyesyesyes!!!! hahaha, training was fine today. just that i was kinda exhausted and i am pretty tired now. my mum has allowed me to go 5.30 tmr!! YAYYY. haha KAT! we get to taper tmr together (X
holidays are REALLY busy. lucky we dont have thaaaaaaaaaaat much hw or ill die. nag is this sunday!! eek. and there's the g12 conference and training and everything. :x instead of having a break and being refreshed, i probably get more tired! erps, but i do enjoy the break anyway NO SCHOOL= GOOD.
nowadays, my mum is always scolding me. its like nonstop i dont dare to say anything anymore. i just let her say whatever she wants. do whatever she wants. say im so selfish by making her fetch me when im already compromising a lot. and then say that she is sacrificing a lot. by letting me take bus?? or letting me skip training? esp just before competition and not train at all for two days. great idea. and then she suddenly so nice and come ask me if i want her to fetch me because she can. okay? and then the next moment i know it she'll be scolding me for making her fetch me. i am already trying very hard to plan my schedule to suit hers but it seems that whatever i do is not enough. she does not seem to understand me and neither does she seem to try and even talk. the reason why i dont talk to her about anything nowadays is because for every sentence i say, she has 10 sentneces to scold me with. that is why i am so chatty on the way home with dad and i tell him everythg but i tell her almost nothing. i simply dont know what to say.
sigh, gotta go now, better sleep before my mum screams at me again. i wish dad was at home! ><