Thursday, January 19, 2006
im sorry im sorry im sorry
i have too much to say i dont know what to say.owell
dag was today! hahaha okay. so had to train cos.. jaan made us.
:/
yup but surprisingly my times were great! as in no pb. but then im happy with it lah cos i expected totally lousy times cos training hasnt been that great.
well maybe.. being positive is the key! ^^ haha
im gonna train hard and do well for nag. NODS. :D
well today. haha silly ems! u know every com there will be one event where i go.
silly ems! cos she always win me by alittle bit.
why cant she just kick my ass and thrash me.
then maybe it'll be betteR! hehehe
well she won me for 50 fly and won me to the gold medal and the record and to my silly pb.
HAHAH thats a lot of stuff isnt it.
i shall put up my results then.
100 back : 1.14.61 --> 1.15. 5 sth YAY!! thot i would swim like 1.19 cos of trng :x
50 fly : 32.48 --> 32.57 yay!! haa i was happy la but still.. haha EMS!!! jokingjoking i still <3 u :D
100 free: 1.06.11 --> 1.06.23 i thot i missed pb by 1 millisecond haha great i didnt! thts better rite? cos not so pekcek yeah.
well so close to pb yet not. well im still happy! SMILES-
always remember to be POSITIVE and SMILE!! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE! although i dont think she will see this :x sry i couldnt stay.. but well... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
why does my heart ache so much.
i dont want to care.
i dont want to waste tears over nothing.
i dont want any of this to happen!
im satisfied with how things were and now they are falling apart.
im really sorry for everything.
if only i could erase the past.
maybe things would be better.
sometimes i think i really behave stupidly
and i regret it dreadfully after that
im sorry im sorry im sorry
i promise i will never do that again
please? all i want is a smile.
all i want is the you i once knew
it makes one happy to make another happy
and so
i shall make everyone around me happy
thats great aint it